nobody fucks with evieeee (:

Today was a very shitty day. :\ i got dumped. Keith just haad to turn my smile upside down and break my heart. . But the funny thing is, he couldnt even do it himself, he had to get Austin to do it.. whata man eh?. At first i was like really really upset and crying, until i found out WHY he dumped me. Bre told him too becuase Bres still like madly inlove with him, annnd shes engaged. by that time i wasnt upset anymore, i was PISSED, CHOKED, FURIOUS WHATEVER YOU WANTA CALL IT . but anyways, I hung out with Austin to get my mind off of thing, and it worked :D!!,. When it started to get dark out, we decided we would go get some ice cream from Frosty Freaze~! Not as a date or anytihng, just as friends to get my mind off of Faggot. yes, by Faggot i mean Keith. Austin got chocolate i got vanilla!. After we finshed our ice cream and talked ofr a little bit, we thought we'd go back to his house for abit. On the way back, we ended up seeing some one... some one named Keith. I knew what was gonna happen before it even happened. We approached him and he never even noticed us. Before he had time to react he was on the ground. Austin had promised me he'd kick the shit outa him for me!! it was really gross. there was blood every where. and im guessing he has a few broken bones :). After he kicked all the living shit outa him, i went up to him and said "i told you this would happen" and kicked him once, and spat in his face. its was really fuuny!. Keith, i suggest you stay the fuck away from me for awhile. and for bre, have fun with whats left of him.


Evie xx

Sandy.

Well the other day i was talking with Sandy, she was thinking of comming ofr another visitt, hopefully a little better then the last one :P. And then some how i brought up that she could move down here O.O ... I know alot of you might not be exactly the fondest of her, but weve been friends as long as i can remember. Annnd she could help me raise my baby, i mean she does have a 2 year old named Danielle. So if everyones okai with the idea o her moving down here id be flattered!! And if it doenst work out, she could always leave. But over all ii just wanted oyur guys permission of her moving down, Comment with what you think!!!


Your Bitch,
Evie Torres <3

Drama, and TATTOO !!!!!!!

Kso I know this post is about my tattoo , but before I bring that up I wanted to saay all this so called "drama" is really starting to piss me off! I've been back for like two days and the whole time I was either bring bitched at or hearing about someone else who's being a dumb cunt. Everyones gonna have a different opinion so shut your fucking mouths!


Kai now that I got that off my back I'll tell you about my tattoo !! I was thinking of getting the ribbons from a corset on my back. Here's s picture of a corset, Now only imagine it on my back. And plz ignore the slut in the picture. http://www.comparestoreprices.co.uk/images/17/17023-pantent-ribbon-laced-boned-corset.jpg
I'm going to get it tomorrow, let me know what y'all think :) and I'll put a picture on facebook !

Loves yah !

Evies back !

Well its been awhile since ive posted.. or even read posts. On the bright side, im not depressed anymore, ive been sober for 2 months, and will do so til i pop my babe out :). Ive been in china for the past 2 monthes, but im back now! i learned karate :). beat that mother fuckers. Well i have notihng to psot abotu today, but i swear to fucking christ ima post mroe often. if your still reading this im really surprized becasue tihs is p-o-i-n-t-l-e-s-s. and youve wasted a minute of oyur life reading tihs that yooull never get back. >.> as have i been writing this. but anyways im outy. ill post within a week on somthing interesting... maybe..



Stay fresh,
Evie Torres.

Long story short- evies depressed and wants to die. It seems like it's been better since I left. and I can't come back anyways. So I'm gonna go get smashed and crash my car and die. Love you guys

evie.

Me myself and I

So here's what's up. Evie doesn't feel like evie anymore :S I'm not liking the chat anymore :( it's kinda like really pissing me off, too much drama, I mean I know that I cause like alot of it but.. BLAH ! I don't really get along with everyone anymore, and I have a problem with keeping my opinion to myself, and I get ticked off waaaaay too easy. But whateves. I'm kinda getting the feeling that I'm nit loved anymore x(. But I wanted you all too know that I had a blast while it lasted. All good things cone to an end. I've learned who my real friends are and aren't. And I know I said that I'd come back on chat wen that "said someone" left.. But it doesn't look like their leaving, and it's their life and I'm tired of trying to fix things and only make them worse. But thank you all ! Ur all my besties ! And I'm really gonna muss you :(

Carson-omfg omfg k, you have become my best friend! I've told you like everything on my mind, I feel like I can trust you with anything, like you don't even know how much I love you :D ! Your amazing car, all this stupid drama when pretty much everyone was against me, you were always beside me. Thank you times a million! Without you I'd be lost, your the cheese to my maccoroni, and I like EXTRA cheese :3 I hope your not mad at me for my decision but I think I've gone phsyco :p . I'm gonna miss you bbg. but even after this I don't want to loose contact with you, I'm gonna email you like everyday. Love you.

Blair- thank you soo much, along with Carson, you always had my back. No matter what, and that ment sooooo much, I don't think you'll ever know how much you've changed my life.. Like honestly I don't know where'd I'd be right now without you, ever since the day I joined you were one of my besties :) your my bitch and don't you forget it ;D, <3

Cristy- I'm also sorry I forgot to add you, last nite I was like half asleep, I just wanted to say sorry because of everything that happened with bre and me, cuz I kno your good feiends with her, and your a reaallyy nice person, hopefully we'll be able too stay in contact :) I'll miss you .
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Jamie- Jamie Jamie Jamie.. At first I never reaally talked to you , but eventually I got really close too you, I've told you so much that not much people would understand , and you always understood. I wanna thank you for everytjng, you gave me some really good advice when I really needed it. Thank you Hun. :) I'm gonna miss you,,

Johnny- my Johnny cake :3 I'm so sorry muffin man, I've been thinking latly and I'm not sure about anything anymore, your my best guy friend on here :) and I've also told you alot , your awesome ;D and your the nicest guy on here, thank you for actually listening too me, I'm really gonna miss you, please stay in touch.

Pony- pwnz!!!!!! Your amazing aswell :) your always here for me when I need to talk to someone, and your soo innocent and I love it. Your soo easy to get along with and I don't think I could ever make you. Thank you Also for everything, and always remember one thing...,.......................... stay gold.

Dallas- oh gawsh Dallas. My hockey nerd. I don't even know what too say too you.. Let's just say we've had our ups and downs... Alot of them... And everyone o would explode at you for really no reason, I'm sorry. And I really mean , and also I beleive you now. :) I'll email you when Pittsburgh wins the cup ;)

Emily- I'm so sorry I forgot you :( Im like very tired . But your amazing , and I'm sorry about everything we went through, like that huge fight, but latly I've been like oooober moody, and I'm really sorry, cuz your like sooo nice. I hope were cool. I love yoooou.
Dawn- dawnie boo I really miss you ;( I barely ever talk to you anymore, but I'm gonna tell you the truth, I love yiou like a sister, you seemed too get me.. Most people don't, everytime I made a mistake you were there for me, thank you soo much. Please email me to stay in touch :)

Lilly- I'm not gonna lie, at first I never really talked too you and I thought of you as one of those newbs. And I never ever really gave you a chance. I always thought you were immature, but I'm sorry for treating you like shit, youv told me alott things , and I feel like I know you.. Ya know?

Brookie- hello my cookie, you've always been the funny one, that's what I love about you ' and I'm gonna miss talking too you everyday. I'm sorry but I think I gotta go... Bye the time you get back il be gone, I wish I could have a way better goodbye, maybe I'll email you a better goodbye, but until then. This is goodbye. Love you.

Kitty- kitty your hilarious, always make me laugh with tour smartass jokes and another thong I love about you, is that your always honest with me, all my bad disicions you told me your opinion even if I wouldn't like it . Thank you for that I've learned from my mistakes. I'll miss you, <3

Jelly- jelly your such a little cutie, your the most beautiful and inteligebt person and you also have great taste in music :p . I'm really gonna miss you :( but hey there always has to be a goodbye, :'(

soda- I know that youv always hated me even tho I didn't do anything to you.... Ever. But like whatever, in sorry but I seriously didn't do anything. So I'm gonna make this nice and simple, you seemed pretty sweet and I wished it could have gone alot better. So I'm honestly sorry about everryrhing, but I'm guessing this isn't enough :\

Darry- well Darry me and you never really talked much, I mean I don't think you even really like me, but your not that bad of a guy, but I think you can do better. Im sorry I'd this is kinda harsh, but don't listen too me it's cool.

Mark- I hope I never made you feel as if you weren't important to me and I didn't care about you. Because that's not true at all, you mean the world too me it's just latly i've has alot of stuff on my mind, and I guess I just didn't treat you rite. Well I'm truely sorry for that. It wasn't my intenion to hurt you.

Steve- well me and you went through alot of bullshit, and I don't even think I should bother writing this out because you won't be reading this, bre will. So whatevr I had some shit to get off my chest , but fuck it.

Bre- well I never ever really got along with you, it's because of the fact I always thought it was a very selfish thing for you to do when you conpletly ditched your Steve charactor and only use bre meow. It sorta really pissed me off :\ but whatever you don't give a fuck what I think because you stent so fond of me Either, but I just thought I'd let you know how I felt. There's a lot more I'd like to tell you bur your probly suck of it. So if you really wanna know email me. I hope your happy. Bye.


I think that's everyone.... If u forgot one of you I swear I forgot so just remind me and I'll add you. Please do me a hugee favor and comment because no one seems to like to comment on my shit anymore. But whatever. I'm sorry please all of you email me at sexii_biitch420@hotmail.com .. Orr inbox me on evie torres @ facebook. Love you all like tons. XOXOXOXOXOXO !!!' and I feel so bad for doing this too you, but I think most of you will be happier. And also if this blog thing gets any better ( probly won't) plzzzzzz tell me so I can come back. Ughhhhhh I don't wanna go. Maybe I'll come back when it's gone, and I can finally find myself, fix my addictions, and have my baby. I'll try to fill y'all in with everything goin on with the baby and everything.. And now that I'm gone I can feel like I can say anything and not get bitched at.. So I'll let ya know I've got a really really reaally bad problem, and I'm depressed, and I take everything you say to me to the heart, and I know I always say I'm fine and everything, but I'm usuLly bawling. I've gone through slot in the past year... Hardest year if my life no one should have too to through what I did, I lost my beatfriend in an accident, got pregnant, stole my aunts car, crashed my aunts car, got beaten by my father, almost killed my baby, drink, drank, drunk, ecstacey. But bad things happen so better things can happen. That's what I like think, and if you guys need any advice on anything please ask me. Drugs may be fun but there bad. I don't think I should make posts while I'm high, I dunno if this makes sence, it's very random. And one morevthing, I know I keep saying this ,,,, but PLEASE comment !!!!!! <3 <3 <3 live you all times 737932156953157953457 .this is gonna end how it started, "ladies and gentalmen, evie torres has left the building". Later hoes. Evies outy.

--Siarah Bradshaw.
Sexii_biitch420@hotmail.com

My crazy nite.

The weddings off.. For good. Me and Steve aren't even together anymore, I didn't think I was ready to get married because like I'm 17! And that's like really young to be getting married. And I don't think it would have worked out, yeaah kno? I mean I don't think im ready to be with one man fir the rest of my life, I can't trust myself. I was hoping Steve would understand and maybe stay with me and we could get married in the future.. When I'm older and matured. But I guess he saw it differently then I did. The next day I went on chat and he told me he doesn't want me anymore cause soda convinced him I change my mind like way to much. Then he said soda thinks he found a girl for him. I felt like shit about all of it because of the fact we had it all planned out and he was so excited! I think everyone was excited about it an I bet Now their choked at me for deciding this. And I think I waited too long to cancel it, I waited til the 7th.. And the wedding was gonna be on the 9th. So what I'm trying to sy is sorry to everyone, exspecially Steve. I didn't mean to hurt you how I did



Since I was feeling so bad about what I has done, after I told Steve I needed time to think and wait til I was older to get married, I did something I promised myself I would never do again... Ever, ecspeixally not pregnant. I was alone and I guess you could say innsecure, so I called up an old friend.. And got some stuff off of him. I met him at the lot, it was a quarter passed nine and it was surprisingly nice out, the whole walk over their I was feeling aalot of guilt in my stomach, I knew I'd regret this, and i'd probly hurt my sweet , innocent , unborn son I satill have yet to meet. I got to the lot , i saw some guy walking towards me , it was a black figure with his hood on , at this point I could barely breathe. I got the heroin and as he was walking away I was counting the steps he took. After standing in the dark for what seemed to be like hours but was only really minutes , I started walking home. As soon as I got home I went to the bathroom and looked at myself in the mirror, all the tears going down my cheeks.. As much guilt I felt I thought the only way I could get rid of it was it I was high, that's how I always use to get over things. I got a needle and ejected it. It was a feeling I haddent felt in a while, as soon as I felt it hit me I wanted to take more and more and more until I died. I wasn't thinking of how bad this was hurting me baby, If Courtney Love did this while pregnant and her kid turned out fine, so would mine. The high was coming up more and more and more, until I couldn't take it. I thought I was dying i was having trouble breathing and could move , I was happy and sad at the same time, happy because I thought I was dead and everyone wouldn't have to worry about me anymore, and sad because I knew my baby didn't deserve this, he deserved way more then this. He should have a long happy life , so with all my strength I had I pocked up my phone and texted Steve saying "help" then I passed out.

So heres whtas going down.

Sorry guys i havnt posted in some time now D: , Ive needed time to think.. But anyways, heres whtas goign on.. Poor poor Johnny :( Pony got Brooks eggo preggo, Now i feel real real bad for him :(. && For me.. i dunno what to say. Lets just say im not doing as wel as m usually doing. Latly ive been very depressed.. its like i dont wanna do anything. Im not being myself!. And im tempted to do alot of tihngs i know im not sapose to do, if you know whta i mean by that.., Not to metion i'm starting to have second thoguhts on alot of things. I havnt told anyone about this cuz it would make tihngs worse.. ugh i dont know what to do! if i say somthing to anyone it'll get out nad il be fucked.. but if i keep it to myself for much longer ill be fucked when its to late. But i really really dotn wanna cause anymore dramma then there already is.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! When ever i DO plan on telling people, please dont be mad, i just dont tihnk ... i can. Well tonight im letting all these fuckign stupid emotions out ~! gonna go blow off some steam! hopefully ill stay away from trouble and temptations... but i have a pretty good idea on whats gonna end up happening. i promise ill update tomorrow about tonight. it shuld be waaaaay more intereting them this stupid short post.

Memories.

Everyone is posting about one of their childhood memories, i wasnt exactly a child, but i was still pretty young. so im writing about the first day i ever met steve, yeaah he already posted about it, but here is it through my eyes. It started out on a hot summer day with me and Sandy hanging around one day, we were both bored outa our domes :P so she called up one of her friends i haddent met at the time, Jelly. Jelly asked us if we wanted to meet up with some of her "guy friends" , we were obviously down with that idea!. So their they were, Soda and Steve just standing there, i still remember every little detail to that day. I thought steve was SMOKING HOT !! hehe :P, the wole time i was with him i was flirting =), i couldnt help myself. ( Oh and Steve, Soda, Sandy and Jelly were all 14 at the time, i only was 12 x] ) I ended up asking him if we was single, and steve said yes, i was soo happy, i wasnt even listening to what soda had said. i thought i might actually have a chance with him, he was a little shy at first, but after we got use to each other he was himself. We all hung out for a few hours, til it started to get dark, and i had to be home by 9, so early. We all made plans to go to the movies the next night i was soooo excited! I said by to him and he kissed me on the cheek =D, i walked away then i started dancing cuz i was so excited, i think they might have seen me D:, hahaah, i didnt really care. For the rest of the night Steve was all i had on my mind. i couldnt even sleep. He was the first guy i fell in love with. It seems like it was yesterday this day happened, who would of thoguht in five years id be pregnant with his baby?.

Home sweet home =D

Me and Dawn have jsut got home from Padre Island in Texas ! is was amazing and i really didnt want to come home to aall of this stupid drama, but dawn made me. Im really gonna miss it :( so im probly gonna go back there really really soon ! i dont really know whta to post aobut rite now.. so heres whats going on.

Soda's wedding- i odnt know who im walking down with yet and its only 10 days away.. but whatever, whatever happens happens.
Steve- Im really confuzed with whats going on with me and him... were always fighing :/ last night we broke up.. and i told him i hated him and wanted him dead ... but i tihnk were cool again..?
Carson nad Blair- We were all planning on buying a house together, so Blaze and Colton could grow up as brothers xD and carson could be the daddy ! Hahaah, i still really like that idea!.

this was a very pointless and short post, and i dont blame you if you read the first sentence and stoped, cuz id probly do the same. i proplise ill write a waaaaaaay better nd longer one in the next few days. PEAACE !

ON OUR WAAY !!!!!!

Yaay, so i just got back from Flordia today :), And im leaving tonight cuz me nad Dawn are going on our trip !! We've decided that we are going to Padre Island, its in Texas ! its soo pretty ! were only sapose to be gone for like three days but when we get there we probly wont want to come home, so i'd say we'll be there for a week . :P Im gonna get each member of the gang a present when im there =D just cuz i love yoou ! i really hope i can swim with dolphins XD OMFG DAWN JUST SAID SHE'LL BE HERE IN 20 MINUTES TO GO AND I HAVN'T PACKED D: SHiiT! sorry dawn you mite have to wait awhile for me . well i gotta go pack, heres a picture of the beautiful island IM going to !! i bet your jelous.

So Me and Steve got 3 cats !! but he really wanted to name two of them Hoover and Elmer, They sooo cute =3, So i got my own Kitten !!! his names Shawty ! :)heres two pictures of him !! V




He's sooo cute !! :)

Dawn.

I just wanted... no, i had to tell you how much you mean to me. I don't know what I would do without a perfect friend like you. Without you my pathetic worth-less life would not be worth living. You are my number one best buddy I have ever had. When i get back from Flordia me and you are gonna go on OUR trip where ever you want to go. if you die i die. I would climb the biggest and tallest mountain, swim the deepest and fathest ocean, walk across the hottest desert just to tell you how incredibly special your friendship is to me. please don't leave D: ! im sorry how cheesy this paragaph is, i just really wanted to tell you how much it ment to me if you left. well i hope your happy.

Florida XD

Im writing this blog cuz Dawns getting really upset that the chat is taking over ! and its not much of blog anymore.. She thinks we should get rid of chat, but some f us disagree, I think that for the people who dont like chat shouldn't go on it, and people who do like it stay on .. Appearently none of us are blogging as much or posting.. Im sorry D: but i like chat !! and i dotn want you to stop blogging Dawn !! so im gonna post everyday i can, and comment.. But heres what going on, im back in Flordia with Sandy :P but im not staying that long this time, i just REALLY REALLY needed to get away from everything for now.. Steve's mad at me again :( we started talking abotu what happened with me and Dally, i thought he was over it ! but appearently he wasn't. i told him i was sorry and everthing.. but he's still sorta mad about it, i dont blame him but i was hammered!! and the night before he cheated on me with Kitty and they were also drunk ! so that makes us even right?

What was i thinking ?

Yeaah so yesterday i had this great idea to bring Sandy out to say hi to everyone... What was i thinking? i dont think it was that great of an idea anymore, i feel really bad because now Sandys heart-broken, i guess i forgot to mention to her that Soda's gettin' married in a month and his girls pregnant... oopsies :P, Well Sandy thoguht that if she came back it'd be all the same, Soda would still have the same feeling ofr her that she has for him.. Nice going Evie. She also brought her daughter Danielle out, shes absoloutly adorable! im pretty much saying everything i siad in my last blog post, Whateveer . Sandy convinced me to dye my hiar BLONDE !! haha i think i pulled it off pretty good ;) .

Sandy ....

Well today on chat we started talking about Sandy, and i had the idea for her to come visit, you know just say hi and all, so i asked Soda if it was okaai if she came down, and he didnt care. So i gave her a call, She's flying down tomorrow, with her daughter. i no, i no, i no alot of you guys hate her, but just give her a chance! Well Shes staying at Steve's with me, but i dont think Steves gonna be there .LOL ! But when she gets here can you guys try to be nice .? even if you fake it lol. i tihnk im the only one whos excited but whatever, I GET TO SEE DANIELLE TOO !! WOOT WOOT,

hm,

Evie needs a break. Anyone wanna just leave with me?

Wedding, Baby ..

So me and Steve finally made up ! He got me this really really pretty charm bracelet, he was sapose to give it to me the other nite when we broke up, but.. yeaah, So the wedding date has been changed, it was origanally on July 22nd, but that would mean i would be 6 months pregnant!!! i probly wouldn't even fit in my dress! and who wants to be fat at their own wedding!?!, so the wedding is now on April 9th.

Groomsmen-
Best Man: Sodapop
Others: Pony
Johnny
Darry

Bridesmaids-
Maid of Horror: Carson
Others: Brooke
Jamie
Blair
DAWN

Flower Girl: Two-Bit ... Steves idea

Ring Bearer: Kitty

And the dresses and everything are on steves blog.


So we've decided on the babys name finally, HIS name will be Colton Alex Randle, and his annitals ar CAR, after his auntie xD

Well the other day Me, Dawn and Angela wanted to get awayfrom everything and "party" , Steve really didn't want me to go, but obvsly i went, And since im pregnant , i was the one who had to stay sober all nite nad pretty babysit them while they were having the times of their lives, But i had fun. We some how ended up at some hippies house, it was really fucked up. he offered us some shroomz , ANd i was so tempted to but i knew i had already fucked up the nite before by getting wasted. Well Dawn took some and she said it was insane! I was kinda worried about her, she had this look on her face that i can't put into words. When she came bakc to the normal world we were all getting pretty bored and left. When i got home i went on chat and was talking to this guy.. And im not gonna lie, i was flirting with him and saying alot of shit that shouldn't have been said. And why i did it? i Dont no, i was just really mad, I looked up to see that Steve was online! how long was he on for i dont no . i was speachless, iit took me a while to finally relize whta had just happened. he didn't say a word, he just signed off. At that poist all i wanted to do was scream!!! I barely slept that nite, had way to much on my mind. When i woke up the next daym i read his blog, He dumped me over a blog post!!! God im so fucking stupid!!!! He ignored me all day until it was just me and him online, it didnt last long until he left. I was talking to the "guy" about how sorry i was nad i really wasn't over Steve at all! Once again, Steve signed on and we finally had a conversation. He told me he didn't hate me. and rite now i dont no whats going on.

fml

This has been the fucking worst Valintines day ever :[
Steve cheated on me :( he fucked kitkat, appearently he frogot he had a girlfriend. HOW THE FUCK DO YOU FORGT THAT WEHN SHES FUCKING PREGNANT ?!?!?!! im so fucking dumb. Well tonite im staying at dallys house (AWAY FROM STEVE). and im getting shitfaced tonite. maybe if i stay drunk for the reast of my life i'd be happy, but i do really stupid things... hopfully i accidently kill myself tonite. i dont think anyone would care, or even notice. if your lookin for me ill be at Dallys. PEACE THA FUCK OUT MOTHA FUCKAZ !

Eviies baack !

Well it's been awhiile, and as you no i just came back from flordia visiting Sandy ... she needed me so i went down to see her. turns out the babys daddy was Bob (sorry Soda). But anyways, Steve asked me to marry him! :D and the weddings gonna be sometime in July, I love you steve~!, And im also PREGNANT! I'm stoked! The due dates sometime in November. ANd i no this is realy realy early to be thinking of baby names but its been on my mind.
For gurls:
Izabella ( i dunno )
Stephanie
Lexii
Jazmin
Sophie

For boyz:
Drake
Colton
Gage
....


those names i just thought of... im probly gonna go on some sites later tho. tell me what you thiink so faar adn any suggestions ? BTW i really like the name Colton :D