So heres whtas going down.

Sorry guys i havnt posted in some time now D: , Ive needed time to think.. But anyways, heres whtas goign on.. Poor poor Johnny :( Pony got Brooks eggo preggo, Now i feel real real bad for him :(. && For me.. i dunno what to say. Lets just say im not doing as wel as m usually doing. Latly ive been very depressed.. its like i dont wanna do anything. Im not being myself!. And im tempted to do alot of tihngs i know im not sapose to do, if you know whta i mean by that.., Not to metion i'm starting to have second thoguhts on alot of things. I havnt told anyone about this cuz it would make tihngs worse.. ugh i dont know what to do! if i say somthing to anyone it'll get out nad il be fucked.. but if i keep it to myself for much longer ill be fucked when its to late. But i really really dotn wanna cause anymore dramma then there already is.. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!! When ever i DO plan on telling people, please dont be mad, i just dont tihnk ... i can. Well tonight im letting all these fuckign stupid emotions out ~! gonna go blow off some steam! hopefully ill stay away from trouble and temptations... but i have a pretty good idea on whats gonna end up happening. i promise ill update tomorrow about tonight. it shuld be waaaaay more intereting them this stupid short post.